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Re: Zero character development

I want to make a thread on twitter but I’m the only one who watches this in my groups of friends so.

  • Can I just say how far Subaru has come from his initial happy-go-lucky attitude to his now arrogant “heroic” image. It’s fascinating to watch ’cause he doesn’t realize that being all knowing and reckless gets not only him, but everyone else around him in trouble
  • ^ of course it’s also so sad but it’s like I wanna know what happens next. What’s he going to do next?
  • Also he acts that way ’cause he knows he can just start over to a certain checkpoint but he doesn’t do anything drastic like suicide (i’m talking episode 13-14 here) upon messing things up with too many people
  • ^i mean come on man, take deep breaths and chill. Then start over.
  • Ok i get that nobody wants to inflict that kind of pain to himself, but so far we’re not seeing side effects to his whole re: zero thing right?
  • Also can we talk about how the plot has suddenly taken a darker turn? Subaru’s sanity can be measured through his facial expressions. Kudos to animators for getting his face uglier and uglier
  • ^somehow it’s gotten an oregairu season 2 vibe where you know what’s going on but also what? How did this suddenly happen? And you just get to know more about characters but they don’t talk about what’s the real deal here
  • ^he’s sort of escaping from his emotions and that’s why he gets madder. He’s closed on the thought that people either understand him or don’t (and those who don’t are practically enemies) but he’s not making an effort to understand those around him (even Emilia herself)
  • He thinks that he’s being humble about all the things he’s done (and willingly done may i add) but holds it against others ’cause the truth is he thinks he’s so important
  • ^but in reality no one asked him to do all those things so how can one be grateful for something one did not want from the start?
  • Rem had been so patient with Subaru and it’s a little sad ’cause obviously she likes him but we all know he’s all over Emilia
  • Also can we get more exposure for Ram??? It bugs me how after saving Rem, the twins aren’t portrayed as a unit any longer
  • Bottomline is: shine, Subaru. Then start again.
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I’m confused if I like or hate this guy?

I met him at BRF2 in 2013 and then schoolmate ko pala, ka-course ko pala blah blah. I found out na we also sorta had the same group of friends pero ang weird kasi bihira ko lang siya nakikita. Akala ko nga, regular student siya nu’ng una. Kasi mga regulars lang naman ‘yung mga hindi ko madalas nakakasalamuha.

Anyway, he shifted to Fine Arts te next year so mas lalo ko siya hindi nakikita sa building, but ka-member ko pala siya sa univ-wide org na sinalihan ko. By this time, I’ve been hearing rumors na hate siya ng ppl kasi pa-famous daw siya and shit. Wala naman akong pake kasi I don’t know the guy.

Then nagulat ako kasi this year nalaman ko na mej kilala pala siya kahit sa other schools. Probably dahil sa tweets niya. And they hate him insert laughing smiley which isn’t surprising.

Ok so recently, I followed him on twitter (finollow ko na siya dati but I had to unfollow ’cause ayaw ni now-ex boyfie) and I admit he has cool taste in music pero like gwapong-gwapo siya sa sarili niya and like, sana may options sa twitter na selected tweets lang niya ‘yung lalabas sa feed ko. ‘Cause one tweet I’d be like, oh he’s cool! And the next, ugh I wanna unfollow.

#torn #may madrama lang

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Responsibilities and pets

For the past week, it’s been really exhausting to tend to house chores. I’m being expected to take care of our animal situations full time ’cause I seem to be doing an okay job at it. (I can’t take all the credit, though. Google is the real mvp here)

Nick, the old male dog, is sick. His legs suddenly gave up one day, and now he needs help with feeding and excreting. Not to mention his appetite has declined. Today, I had to force-feed him with milk ’cause his last meal was still yesternight and he didn’t even eat his usual 2 tablespoons’ worth of food. I tried giving him variety of food to choose from: bones, raw ground meat, cooked egg, dog food and milk. He didn’t seem to take interest in any. So I had to take out the medicine dropper and stick it in his mouth so he could (unwillingly) lick the milk.

And Taco, the one-month-old pup, has minimal discipline, if at all. He tries to eat off of Nick’s dish so we have to tie him up or block his way. This results to loud and constant whining. We have to distract him in some way but his silence doesn’t last for long.

Anyway, today I found out the fastest way to “stun” him. You need to clap very loud (and thank God I have loud claps) where he can see you. It doesn’t work if he can’t see you, although your clap may be louder.

All these duties are taking up my time ’cause I have to always stay and observe Nick’s situation. His food is like ultimate temptation to other dogs and cats. It’s making me frustrated, how to make them understand that NO, they can’t eat his food.

Sooo yeahhh. Wild and crazy week for me.